Nothing's changed

He came

He went

I stayed

At the same point

Where everything had started

He broke promises

In no time he’d made them

And I still believed him as ever

With my eyes closed

He left without saying goodbye

I just stared blankly

Eyes must have welled with tears

But they feared to fall

Lips had countless words

But they stumbled to make confessions

I was burning with agony inside

But I appeared as calm as ever

And I cried

When I was all by myself

For the time that changed

And I thought

That was the end

End of my life

End of my world

End of my fantasies

He was a shadow

That appeared and disappeared

I wish he would stay for a while longer though

But never told him so

I went back to being a bloody corpse

Who not knew how to live

With every air that gushed in

World seemed to be halting

This is how I forgot how to live

And kept on pretending so

I stared at the mirror one day

And realized I was still the same

I could smile

If only I twisted my lips

What if he is gone

There are always several around

I can laugh

Get high as I used to

Live life the way I want to

One person can’t ruin my world

Life cannot change

I won’t let it do.