I am having hard time understanding life. Life has never been as simple to me as I had expected it to be. It’s always been full of surprises and unexpected events. Full of wishes and hopes, shattering realities and then radiating smiles and welled up eyes. There are people you love and long to be with while there are others you hate with all your guts. You wish to be with your love all your life and hope not to see your enemy ever. Your love turns into your enemy in no time and you hate yourself for loving that person ever in your life. Your best friend falls for your boyfriend, your boyfriend sleeps with someone else, and the guy you had a crush on for so long is actually having affair with someone else. You wish that you had never known them. But you can’t help. Then you wish that everything was only a bad dream that would end soon. But things won’t return to good old days. And then you wish to find someone else instead who will be your true love. Someone might come. You might also end up wishing all your life. You go to mall during valentine’s week. You see people buying gifts for their loved. You wish you were one of them. Love is in the air, they say. You try to smell the air, feel the love. No. It is all void. There is nothing for you. They lied to you. The world is a liar, you realize. So you keep on moving never to fall in love again for some stories do not have a happy ending.