Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Hopelessness

I no longer wonder

How high the sky is

Where the river ends

How deep that sea seems

How bright the sun can be

Why cuckoo sings so pretty

Why the wind whistles gently


I fear to take a new road

Fear what if it never ends

I take life as it comes

Don’t dare to dream for something new

It is the surprises the life brings

That frightens me the most

What if they bring lingering pain

That can never be healed


I no longer wait for someone to take my breath away

For the soul mate made in heaven

I have stopped imagining

White horse

Tall guy

Riding his horse

Coming towards me

While I’m sleeping

To take me with him

To be together forever


I despise everything

I now know nothing I thought can be true

I mocked the world

When they said I would lose my power to imagine

I thought the world is a liar

And that I would always dream

Create my own world

Live in my fantasies

Every hopes as I've lost

So I realized

I don’t have wings

I can never fly

If I ever try

I will always die.

1 comment:

Azmeeta said...

Expectations and disappointments are bitter part of our lives.How I wish I do not expect anything at all? How I wish I was not disappointed then. How I wish? Dreams cannot be avoided. We can wish they could. However, they don't. I can see your perspective because I've been there. Mock the world, amuse yourself, and create your own world. That's the way to go !!!