letting things be

You play your game
I keep watching
A mere spectator
As I am

You take your move
I shake a bit
After all I am aware
Of everything you do

This new game of yours
I've been watching too close
I don't know why
I hate myself for doing so

I hate myself
For knowing you so much
I hate you
For revealing yourself as truly as you could

I've seen you
Inside out
Your every emotions
Have pierced my heart

I couldn't remain
As indifferent as I was before
Tnd that's what
Caused all the pains

I will return
To my state of indifference
You go on playing
I'll keep watching

I'll watch
I'll observe
Getting amused at times
I'll let things go by.