Have you ever wondered how life would be if you were to know all that's going to happen in future? Had someone predicted the darker side of your future? Or at least have you ever gone to an astrologer with lots of good and positive hopes and all that you get of him is that your passion and effort you put into it was a big waste? well I have. And believe me it was the biggest nightmare I have ever gone through.
I am a student yearning for better future, better life. I dream of going to a wonderful university or college for my undergraduate studies. By now I have already spent a lot of money of my parents to fulfill my so called American Dream. I waited whole one year after my high school dreaming of going to a good college but in vain. Decisions are hailing from all great colleges. And what have I been receiving? A lot of rejections!! Yes rejections. Sounds bad. Very bad indeed!! And then I finally decided to go to a popular astrologer to know my future. What he predicted was even more heart wrenching. He bluntly told that everything I was doing was going in vain. All the money and effort I was pouring for the past one year was nothing but a big illusion. I was following a mirage that I would never succeed to find. I had no luck of going abroad for my studies. Now what will you do when all your expectation is shattered like cards house by a bloody astrologer? Cry? Yell? Shout? Umm... I did all of them. Cried my heart out. Yelled and shouted whole day. Then, what about my future? Where is my life heading to?
I don't know. I am not sure where I will be next year. Following my dreams or devastated by the bad prediction?
Life's not a fairytale. But why does it have to be hell with me every time? I don't dream that high. Or may be I do. That's why everything I dream of is never turned to reality. I don't know how long I have to keep up with this hellish life of mine. My whole life? Well, it seems so. Umm..I am still in dilemma whether to believe his predictions of my bad stars or just move ahead with positive notions. I am yet to see if I can be the next Napoleon Bonaparte changing the lines of fate or be a normal person leading a mundane life and cursing my ill fate. Time is to show everything. But at the moment I am just so confused.
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Interesting - why does it have to be hell with me every time?
Freind, you are not alone in this world.
Jyanmara
australia? newzealand?
send applications to some reasonable colleges looking at your qualifications and their acceptance rates, and never believe astrologer when he gives bad predictions, and instead try to work harder to prove him wrong. Let's not be superstitious and let our dreams be shattered because of one or two rejections or some so-called astrologers said so. Best of luck! I'm sure that you'll get admission.
Have you ever wondered how life would be if you were to know all that's going to happen in future? Had someone predicted the darker side of your future?
Life would be pretty dull then. In fact the sheer reason for living would not be there. I would suicide if such happened.
Life is a unkonwn journey. That's the fun of living!
let me tell u something.. it took me a lot of time to understand this.. but its soo true.. and i think thats the two contradicting lines.. by which i live..
" the harder you work.. luckier you get"
and " learn to say fuck it" coz thats when things will come running towards u.. ;)
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